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Sunday, November 29, 2009

♥+Twilight+♥

That day Natalie told me got a very nice love movie which is Twilight..
She asked me watch it before or not..I told her i din't watch before...
So that she copy the movie for me...and that night I watched Twilight 1 with my darling...
The movie really drives me crazy...I love to watch love movie...damn touch~
If I was Bella...I think I also will choose to be with Edward (he is a vampire)...
After watched the Twilight, my mind cant stop thinking about the movie...
Really crazy and feel like want rush to cinema to watch Twilight 2...



Finally, yesterday darling and I went Ipoh Jusco watched Twilight Saga: New Moon~
The story is about Bella's 18th birthday party, Edward Cullen and his family abandon the town of Forks, Washington, in an effort to protect her from the dangers inherent in their world. She discovers Edward's image comes to her whenever she puts herself in jeopardy. Her desire to be with him at any cost leads her to take greater and greater risks.With the help of her childhood friend Jacob, Bella's frozen heart is gradually thawed by her budding relationship with Jacob, a member of the mysterious Quileute tribe, who has a supernatural secret of his own.
Who will be Bella's choice? Bella will be vampire's wife or be wolves' wife...
U guys want to know about the ending...Sure have to go for cinema to watch Twilight 2~

After watched Twilight 2, I got a little bit disappointed because it not that nice as i think...
Maybe it is a love movie not a action movie...
Maybe is my expectation too high for this movie..
Anyway it is a nice movie also..hehe~

Next week Monday i will going to Ipoh Jelapang to make passport...
This is my 1st time to have passport...My darling's family invite to go Thailand with them...
That is why i have to make passport...I really happy that his family treat me so good...
Just like Twilight 2, Edward's family treat Bella so good..(dreams again)
I wont regret what i had choosen...
I know Nigel is the one that can stay with me forever and ever~
I love u, baby~

Monday, November 23, 2009

...

23-11-2009

今天的我...是小气的...是幼稚的...

真的是这样吗??

我吃醋了...我竟然吃妹妹的醋...

今早妹妹打电话来说妈妈要安排她读英校...

我不是不开心她可以去英校读...

是我之前读培风是妈妈都没有为我这样过....

没有帮我选过学校...没有到我的学校看过...了解过...

而妹妹就有这样的待遇....

是因为妹妹是最小的,所以就有这样的待遇???

而我是大姐...所以就得自力更生???自食其力???

一直以来...我在PJ住的地方...妈妈从来没到过...

她根本不懂我住哪里...跟谁住...

就知道我有地方住而已...没想过我的问题...

就因为我不够妹妹聪明???就因为我比较外向???

就算在外向的人...都需要被关怀...被关心阿...

我妹妹因为拿7科A...在家的地位都不一样了...

我真的讨厌这样的不公平...

我不管在中学...打球打得多好...考试拿一百分...

我妈都说那有很厉害吗??? 就拿一科有一百...

她从来不会因为我多努力而感到开心...

为什么???为什么??? 我真的没有让她的关心的理由吗???

就算再努力也得不到妈妈的赏识...

就算有再多的不满...我能怎样??

我是我妹的大姐...是我妈的大女儿阿...

我也只能让自己更坚强...不能那么的软弱...我家还是要我撑阿...

我还有宝贝啊...在最不开心的时候还有宝贝的肩膀让我靠 ...

成为我永远的避风港..

Sunday, November 22, 2009

~*不顺的一天*~


*sweet*

昨天我跟宝贝去 ipoh parade 走走...
就因为在金宝很无聊..超级闷...
我们买了点点东西...
有收获我就已经很开心了...

这两个月我想很多地方都有sales....年尾了嘛...

有好多东西我都很想买哦...手痒痒..心痒痒...

过后我们去 jusco ...因为时间还早的关系...
不想那么早回家...那么巧的在vinci碰到yng jiang...

我都忙得在看鞋子...都没有注意到她..哈哈...



我新的铅笔盒..毛毛的..


老公买给妹妹的礼物...

今天真得很倒霉...早上睡醒就 check下019 的电话...看下费用是多少...
怎知?我每个月还是得多扣rm3...

我赶快打去 celcom 的 customer service 问清楚...

那个人明明上个月已经说帮我处理了....

现在却说没有这件事...所以你的还是得扣rm3...

还说要我妈打电话去 cancel 才能够帮我处理....
真的有够气的...
过后...我的电话又不知怎么了...
又得用扬声器才能听到对方的声音...

然后又突然的没有银幕....整架手机傻了...

真得很讨厌突然发生那么多莫名其妙的事...

唉...真是不顺的一天....
明天早上八点的课...我一定要去...因为老师会复习拜二的考试范围...

拜二早上考 bahasa kabangsaan...唉..希望会过啦...加油...
拜三的 pengajian malaysia 就偷看朋友的答案..哈哈...

Friday, November 20, 2009

+Random+


Love you forever ya~Muacckss~

My housemate, kai neng and ah leong already going back to their hometown...
My classmate, superman, ying ying and natalie also going back already...
Now just left my darling and me at home only~
Haiz~I also wan back homw ar...arghh~
Why my house so far one? Why i have to study at Kampar...
I miss my family...Really miss they all so much...

Actually i plan to go JB, my grandparents there...
It is because my little brother working with my uncle now...
Few days ago, i received my mummy's call...
She told me that my brother robbed my few MALAY fellows..
He lost his phone and money..
My brother got tried to fight with them hope that can get back the phone...
But unfortunately he is failed...
My brother working with my uncle is want to save money to buy the things he wants..
Now...all gone~He have to buy a new handphone~ Cannot save money already...
I know that my mummy is very worried about him...
And she cannot go JB because she now helps neighbor looks after a baby...
That is why i plan to go JB...
Now already week 5...Still got 2 more weeks for me to relax...
After that, i have to prepare for my Final...
Haiz..This semester I fucking hate 2 subjects...
One is pengajian malaysia and another one is bahasa kebangsaan..
I fucking hate Malay and my malay really fucking fucking poor~
Just hope that i can pass this 2 subjects...I just wan PASS~
Hope all my friends can pray for me~

Thursday, November 19, 2009

~+1st English Post+~


Happy Birthday, Superman~

Today is my dear friend...
Yeoh Chou Boon's 21st birthday~
So i'm using english to write this post~
so i'm here to wish him again~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, superman...
You are not a small boy already so you have to be more diligence...
concentrate more on your study...
dun always like blur blur...

NO MORE blur king k~wish you all the best and may all your dreams come true ya...


My Pretty Little Sister, Joelle~

Another good new is today is UPSR result release day...
My little pretty sister, Joelle...
She got 7As in UPSR..Really have super pretty performance in UPSR...
I congrats her at here and hope she can maintain this performance in her future....
Because of my dad still haven't recover yet...
If send my sister study at Chinese Independent School...
I scare that my family cannot afford the fees...
Sometime i feel that i am really very selfish...
Deprived of the right for my sister to study at Chinese Independent School...
She is clever than me and she supposed to study at Chinese Independent School...
Haiz...Really feel sorry about her...
So i hope that in her future she wont mixed up with those bad friends...
She will concentrate on her study and fight for her future...
Joelle, i love u~Muaccks~

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

~*累*~


really not tat happy with it~T.T

生病了几天...头痛了几天...
搞得我整个人都累死了....
还好今天好的差不多...

不然我星期五的考试都不知道要怎样去读...
好烦哦...又要做assignment...又要应付考试...

真得很讨厌某些人...只会指挥别人做...

自己就一句我不会做就丢给别人做...

有人天生一生下来什么都会的吗 ?
不是样样都慢慢学的吗??
你就是这样...不会顾虑别人的感受...
只会顾你自己...自私这两个字形容你就真得太贴切了...
我们有些人有两份assignment要做...
而你叻?
就只有一份...为什么不能帮我们分担???

为什么总是说我不会...就不当一回事....
我们也不会啊...
马来文如果我们可以...
那我们就不用再拿多一科了...
说了那么多...也不是只有自己听到...唉...

怎样还是得要做...不知道我的thesis跟他同组会有什么下场...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

♥+吃不到的醋+♥

你以为最酸的感觉是吃醋吗???
不是的,最酸溜溜的感觉是没权吃醋...
根本没轮到你吃醋...
那是最酸最酸的...
你暗恋的那个人,你能吃他的醋吗??
眼看着他跟情人甜甜蜜蜜...
眼看着他对其他人好...
你就是没有资格吃醋....
你的喉咙酸得有点冒出泡沫来....
你喜欢那个人,他也知道...
但他不喜欢你...
他跟谁来往...跟谁恋爱...
也轮不到你吃醋...
他对某人特别好...你恨得牙痒痒...
很想上前去质问他...
“你干吗跟她这样好?”
然而,你是谁???
即使望着他和她牵手...
她为他整理衣服的领口...
甚至坐在他的大腿上...
你也无权说些什么...
只能在心里恨她 ...
旧情人的醋你也无权再吃..
大家已经分手了...
他跟谁在一起都不关你的事...
他说过会永远怀念你...
永远保护你...那又怎样??
他可没有说永远不爱其他人....
他有了新对象...投入一段新恋情...
你从没看过他对一个人这么好...
你想跟他说:“我讨厌你跟她在一起!”
但你们不是已经分手了吗?
吃醋也要讲名分...
吃不到的醋是最酸的...很想吃你的醋...
但我是你什么人呢?

张小娴作品



我很幸福...因为我有资格...
能够,有名分的吃老公的醋...
吃醋因为在乎..因为在意...
因为爱你...所以我会吃醋..


Saturday, November 7, 2009

~*+RaNdOm+*~

07-11-2009

这星期就是week 3 了...
也就是说多四个星期就 final 了...日子过得真快...
这样一年就过去了...
头痛的事情又要面临了...明年的学费我该怎么办?
爸爸又还不能工作...明年开学不止我需要钱...弟妹的学费也是问题...
怎么办? 我真的怕妈妈很辛苦...T.T...很担心她 ...

这学期虽然有两科我超级的讨厌...就是 pengajian malaysia 跟 bahasa kebangsaan~
但还好...有kc帮了我很多...几乎做完整份的 assignment...
还有老公也帮了我很多...让我轻松了不少...
很开心还有你们陪我一起上 bahasa kebangsaan...这样我就不会孤独作战...

这学期的时间很紧迫...每个科目在一星期里都会有两堂...所以脑袋有时会装不进东西...
没办法咯...utar 就是那么的没 system...所有事都弄得乱七八糟...
有时真得很后悔选读 utar...不是因为它便宜...我才不会读呢!!!
还有个头痛的问题就是我们要选 thesis 的组员...
唉...我真的不忍心就这样丢下莹莹,超人...我真得很头痛...
我不想那么自私...也不想那么无情....烦阿!!!一切让它顺其自然...
这学期我要加油...把成绩再推高...就希望以后找工容易一点...
还有剩下四个星期的时间...朋友们, 让我们一起为我们的将来奋斗吧....
现在的我很幸福...
天天跟老公腻在一起...形影不离...
我想我已经原谅他了吧...
也许不是愿不愿意原谅的问题...
是自己放不放得开的问题...
我就是一个小气...喜欢猜疑...喜欢胡思乱想的人....
以前我真的怕...担心很多事情...会没有安全感...
现在不会了....我知道他很爱我...
对我就相对公主那样百般呵护...
虽然之前他做了意见很令我难过...痛心...生气的事....
但现在的他...我知道...他不会在那样弄我不开心了...
虽然嘴上常说我不会原谅他....但心里早就已经原谅了他...
我以前是个超级不定性的人...就常常换男朋友...爱玩...
虽然爱玩的个性我还没有改过来...还是那么的疯狂的爱玩...
但我对感情不再不定性...我真得很认真地对待这一段感情...
虽然跟他在一起会少了很多的朋友...这是我还不是很能接受的...
因为我需要朋友啊...喜欢很朋友一起疯狂....给他一点时间...
也许他对我还是没什么信心...怕我会变心...
我真的就只爱他一个...就只有它是最适合的人选能够陪我走到最后...