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Life is full of cruel~

Long time didn't update my blog already... Is not i concentrate on my study for my final exam.... Is i really lazy...and nothing special to update also...

I already finish my first paper which is Pengajian Malaysia... This paper i think i can pass lor...Think only la...Not really sure can pass 1 la..Hehe~ Because the multiple choice question i only used 10 minutes to finish 50 question~ Just simply read through the question...Not really understand the question first then only asnwer...Haiz~ hope tat i can pass lor...All my friends will pray for me hor? hehe~

My second paper is on 17 December...It is the paper that i HATE the most which is Bahasa Kebangsaan...Actually i really feel that is NOT fair for us to study this subjects... What i mean is not only the student who not took Bahasa Kebangsaan in SPM should take this subject...Is all the student must take this subject...Because this subject sound like really easy...But actually really very hard....very difficult to study...So i really hope that UTAR can change the system...Change to all the student MUST take Bahasa Kebangsaan in LAN subjects...

Actually my mood not that good...Because my mum told me that the doctor said that my daddy would not be recover which means that he cant work and my mother have to take care of him...Since my dad sick, he always scold my family without any reason...Maybe is because he feel that he is very useless...We should understand his feeling...If i was him, i think i will act like that too...I really worry about my mum...She now look after my neighbor's child...busy all the time...Hope that she wont too tired...Another thing that make me moody is because of my next year student fees...Haiz...It is not that time i think about this...I should concentrate on my study first right??

Sometime i really feel that i dun have the right to love people...Because i will bring a lot of problem to the person that i love...He have to always be my side..Lighting up my life to make me more clear about what i really want and help me to solve the problem...It is very hard right?? Is not all the guy can do like this...But luckily i found him already...Hope that he really dun mind to be with me since i got so much of problem....

Wah~Write so much already ar...Since it is a very long post and already very late...I have to sleep already..Goodnight everyone~Hope that the will have miracle for my daddy...Really hope that he can recover...Pray~